hmm.

I like those things. Those beautiful things. When my hair is messy and my nail polish is chipping. and the flower petals are splashed with water. and you smile because I laughed...and I laugh because you smiled. And noticing that my hair has gotten longer. And knowing what things mean without words. Or saying things even if it makes me nervous, and then being suprised that you love it. And what it would be like if the world could compromise with me and make certain moments last longer than normal. and hearing that song in the car that reminded me of the day you broke my heart and I cry or feel that same wave of intense emotion that reminds me I still kinda have feelings for you. and finally discovering that I'm not as stupid as I thought I was, and I'm capable of making my own decisions free of any other influence. and the shower being the perfect temperature, and singing a song I don't know the words to. and realizing I really do care. And accepting truth no matter how painful, and sabotaging myself for your benefit, because deep down inside I loved you-And not being real sure if I don't anymore. And driving with the windows down and letting the cool breeze reassure me everythings gunna be ok.

-Me...