sweet.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I lied

I'm sorry I gave up so much of myself.

I'm sorry for not being perfect enough.

I'm sorry for being so self-conscious.

I'm sorry for feeling more for him than I thought I would.

I'm sorry that I went that far.

I'm sorry for not saying anything.

I'm sorry for comparing myself to them.

I'm sorry for being jealous and feeling stupid.

I'm sorry for being so irresponsible.

I'm sorry that I keep making the same mistakes over and over.

I'm sorry for not taking things more seriously.

I'm sorry for being so selfish.

I'm sorry for not standing up for what I know is the right thing to do.

I should have.

But I didn't....again.

And I keep falling all over myself.

I don't know whether I feel confident or insecure.

I can't always see where am I'm going.

And I usually do it before I think of the consequences.

I spend my time impulsively and I rarely think of the long term effects.

I want to do the right thing, but sometimes the wrong thing just feels better.

And I'm a mess.

But please don't leave me here.

Show me what to do.

How to get out of this corner I've backed myself into.

It's messy Love, but I have nothing else.

I am nothing else.

Please be patient with me.

I need you here.

More than I need air to breathe.

Please stay with me.

Please teach me.

Show me how to stop being so afraid to care.

Afraid to love...and be loved.

Sometimes I just don't feel like I'm good enough...

Or even capable.

Show me how to be more like you.

Because I'm lost here...show me where to go.

bomb ass.

WOA.

It's been A LOOOONG time since I've posted anything...

So maybe I'll post a few pretty things I've found since I've been gone.

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Just a few things ;)